In 2008 Pam and I were preparing for our first baby. We didn’t want to know the sex; the day of the birth was going to be the surprise. So much excitement and innocence was in the air between Pam and I. Then, a couple weeks before your due date, our first baby died and was born on the same day March 9th 2009. His name is Ben and this is his story.
The Story of Benjamin Edward Miller
001: My Grey Cube
002: The Last Time
003: Doubt
004: The Flight Home
005: Choosing a Name
006: Deep Breath
007: Opposite
008: An Unknown Switch
009: Meet My Son
010: The Power of a Name
011: Why We Need the Church
012: Planning a Funeral
013: Ben’s Mix CD
014: Pam’s Letter to Ben
015: John’s Letter to Ben
016: The Funeral
016: The Funeral (Pastor Brian)
016: The Funeral (My Dad)
017: How the Funeral Changed Me
018: Always One More Thing
019: U2 in Boston
020: It was a Beautiful Day
021: He Never Said a Word
022: Our Photos Came In
023: Day of Love